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Wednesday, April 29, 2009


Last Night




Orang Utan: "What you want from Tiffany?"


Rambutan: ???


Orang Utan: "I buy something for U from Tiffany."


Rambutan: "Why are you buying me a gift???"


Orang Utan: "What do you think"


Rambutan: *Big big grin* " Can I buy LV??


Orang Utan: "You can buy whatever you like ya, my budget is $800, anything over $800, u top up lor."



SWEET!!!!!!!


Hmmmm.....what should I buy??

Laptop?? Tiffany Bracelet?? LV document Bag??


I think I am going for the cheapest one on the list

So my Orang Utan can save some money

Heh heh

I am so kind hor

Muahahahaha



PS: Closed my first deal yesterday with the help of my bro and my manager. Seriously, being a property agent is damn tiring and difficult. So, if you receive any call or if any property agent come knocking at your door, try to be nice k. Heh heh.


Cyn^^ was here on Wednesday, April 29, 2009.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


Don't exactly know why, but I suddenly recalled this particular lot I drew in one of the famous temple in Japan, 4 years ago.

I remember the lot represents my life in the near future and it says something like - I will face hardship in the early days of my life, but things will eventually become better after I learn how to differentiate stones from gems. It also mentions that marriage is not good now (which is 4 years ago) and that love will come, but late.

Somehow, thinking back, I think I do know the meaning there and then, but I don't think I truly understand it, till now. The gems I thought I saw were indeed stones and the stones I neglected were the gems of my life. Probably I'm going through the mid life crisis syndrome, hence the big talks and thoughts. However, it's only through this few and rare moments that I get a better understanding of who I am or what I am actually trying to become.

I really need to appreciate the people around me - especially my Orang Utan. He has never once criticized my actions, has loved all my faults and tries to give me everything I want. These qualities are definitely the making of a gem.

I remember a year ago I wrote -

My Bf is

Not exactly rich
Not exactly smart
Not exactly mature
Not exactly romantic
Not exactly good-looking

BUT

He works OT to buy me things
He manage to answer all my doubts
He is someone I seek for advice & support
He melts my heart with the little things he do
He mesmerizes me totally and captivates my attention

Ya, that's my bf and I loovvveee him soooo much!!~*muack*


After reading this I do feel guilty stricken cause he didn't exactly change, but I have been asking for more. That's the ugly side of human nature and I am an ugly human being - never contented. Whenever I wanted something, he will either purchase it for me or volunteer to pay half of what I purchased. He sponsored money for most of the expensive trips and dinner I attended and his only question towards the end was "Did you enjoy yourself?"


Recently:
He sponsored half for My new camera - Fujifilm F60, He gave me all his winnings in Mahjong while I kept mine, He let me robbed his $1 and 50cents coins every night and the list goes on....


My Orang Utan will definitely be very 'ya ya' when he sees this, but I am giving him the authority to smirk about it, cause he does deserve it.


I really need to reflect and thereafter do something about it, cause apparently it always end after the thought.....



Cyn^^ was here on Wednesday, April 15, 2009.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


25 years of my life
Mostly spent in vain
I need a change
I need to stop procrastinating and start putting my thoughts into action
I need to stop doing things that do not motivate me and start moving towards my goal
I need to stop worrying about what others might think and start listening to my inner thoughts
I need to start listening and stop talking
I need to start taking faults and stop finding excuses


Today will be a start
5 years to attain
10 years to become a better me


Watch me
Guide me
Remind me


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Cyn^^ was here on Tuesday, April 14, 2009.

Monday, April 13, 2009


Baby just told me that the third stop is Marine Park

Muahahaha


Cyn^^ was here on Monday, April 13, 2009.



According to the weather forecast, it was thunderstorm throughout our 3 days in Tioman, but thank god, it rained around 5am every morning and stopped by the time we finished breakfast.

Accommodation at Berjaya Resort was pretty and spacious. We got a normal room and a GM suite that comes with 2 room, a living room, a kitchen, a high-fi set and 1 TOILET!!~ Hahaha. The beach attached to our resort wasn't exactly beautiful plus there were plenty of stones, but the other places we visited during our half day snorkeling tour were amazing.

1st stop - Coral Island (Fine and white sand, clear light green water with lots of "Hai Sim"):
We had a narrow escape here. All of us were so eagered and excited that we didn't realized that we were being swept away by the current. You probably won't believe me if I tell you that all these happened within a few minutes, but it did! One moment we were snorkeling happily and the next moment we were too far away from our speedboat. No matter how hard I swam, I couldn't make any step forward. My life jacket was giving me problems and the snorkeling mask was all over my face. Baby signaled me to try swimming against the current...God!!~ They were all having problems and they were even further up from where I am. I started panicking and ended up exerting more energy. Baby and Haiyen managed to reach me and Baby held on to me and at the same time, encouraged me to keep swimming. Upon reaching the shore, we quickly got our guy to chaffeur the speedboat and pick up the others who are still stuck at sea. Though we were super exhausted, we still went ahead to the next destination...... (-_-)"


2nd Stop: Monkey Bay (Clear dark blue water with lots of little fishes)
Haiyen and me were too seasick and exhausted to hit the water again. Yi ling had a major leg cramp and had to stay on board as well. Baby tries to entertain me by drawing the fishes to me. The little ones were so cute and pretty, but they were twirling around so much that I threw up eventually....


3rd Stop: I don't remember the name of this place. (Clear blue water with fishes that's slightly bigger in size)
Shengdao and baby managed to drag me and Haiyen onto a little platform where we could sit and feed the fishes. Poor Yi ling got to stay on the speed boat filled with our vomit smell (contributed by me and Haiyen). Shengdao got poked by a fish while trying to perform the "flying fish" act. There's also this little boy who keep asking me for bread to feed the fishes. He did it without a word of "please" or "thank you". Worst still, when Haiyen places her bread in the water, he dived in and grabbed her bread. We were both astonished and concluded that we were feeding little boy and not little fish. =P


Actually, for RM500, the speedboat we chartered was supposed to bring us to 6 destinations, but Haiyen and me were too sick to stay on the boat, so we ended up making our way back. Sorry guys (-_-)".

Later in the evening, we were approached by one of the local guy and he suggested that we head out for dinner. Since there was nothing much to do after dinner, we decided to take his suggestion. We forgo our initial reservation at one of the chinese restaurant which we visited on our first day and paid RM30. We ended up disappointed cause the so call "he guarantees that we will be very please with our dinner" was just an"edible" and slightly cheaper dinner and the so call shopping place was only a little souvenir shop. Argghhhhh....we missed our chilli crab by the beach and ended up eating maggi mee for supper!!!~

It was worse the next day, which was also the last day of our trip. Due to some overloading problem, we were stranded at the ferry terminal with hundreds of people for 4 hours and ended up reaching Singapore at 11 plus at night, instead of our original schedule - 6pm.

Though our trip this time was filled with lots of unexpected situations, but I guessed the people you traveled with really matters a lot, cause despite so many "issues", I still enjoyed myself tremendously and I wanna say "thank you" to the following people.

Hanlin (My dearest twin):
For graciously lending me her sarong, so I got enough clothes to last.

Haiyen (The pretty princess):
For bringing your camera along when we were doing all the water activities

Yiling (My Cutest "Daughter"):
For the selfless act of sharing her PSP, so we were all entertained

Haiyen, Yiling, Hanlin, Shengdao and Baby:
For taking the risk of being bitten by sharks just to go snorkeling with me Hahahaha

Baby:
For saving my life and not giving up on me when he could just saved himself



^^
Pictures will be uploaded later







Cyn^^ was here on Monday, April 13, 2009.

Thursday, April 9, 2009


Counting Down

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Counting Down

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Tioman

等我

我来了


!!!


^^


Cyn^^ was here on Thursday, April 09, 2009.